Dec 15 2008
Suburban Romeo and Juliet….or something along those lines
My only love sprung from my only hate…allegedly Shakespear said it best, The woman who I have graciously dubbed as the queen is still running full range on her castle. My efforts to break mold are steadily starting to fold. There has been a break in the case however. My own mother is the mole of my operation. A “nuetral” force who can travell with ease among both parties. I find out all the shit that has been talked about yours truley and her wonderfull accompaning parties. My youth is slowly draining out of me day by day, hour by hour. I don’t feel the vivaciousness of day to day thrills anymore. Anyway, My anger twoard others who have more steady family situations then myself is the only thing that keeps me thriving I’m starting to think. I still beat the shit out of myself over every word that comes out of my sloppy lips. Loose lips sink ships don’t they huh? I’ve come to think I’ve taken out the whole fleet. My mouth gets me into the most of my troubles. I need to learn to keep it shut. Anyways …hopefully one day not to soon the queen will be de-throned, and I will take niaeve little Romeo away from here,but my fear that he will hate me due to the things he’s about to see….that cannot be silenced.
